Saturday, 18 April 2026

Bring me to Holy Holy.

 Bring Me to the Holy, Holy


A Reflection on Isaiah 6:3 and Hebrews 10:19-22


Bring me to the holy, holy—where the seraphim cry out,

Where the train of Your glory fills the temple, leaving no room for doubt.

Not to the outer courts alone, not to the distant place,

But into the very presence of the One who knows my face.


“Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is full of His glory.” (Isaiah 6:3)


Holy, holy, holy—the angels never cease

To proclaim Your otherness, Your purity, Your peace.

Yet You invite me, sinful, trembling, to draw near

To the throne of grace, to cast away my fear.


Bring me past the veil—the curtain torn in two

When Jesus cried, “It is finished,” and made all things new.

No longer barred from entering the Most Holy Place,

I come with boldness, covered by His righteousness and grace.


Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus... let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings. (Hebrews 10:19, 22)


Holy, holy—not a terror to repel,

But a magnet drawing me where love and mercy dwell.

For the One who sits upon the throne is also the slain Lamb,

And in His wounded side, I find the door to the great I AM.


So bring me to the holy, holy—not just in future glory,

But here and now, in worship, let me hear Your story

Of redemption, of reconciliation, of relentless grace.

And let me bow my heart before the glory of Your face.


Worthy are You, our Lord and God, the Holy One, to receive glory and honor and power. (Revelation 4:11)


Bring me. I come. Through Jesus, my High Priest.

To the holy, holy, holy—let me be forever blessed.


Amen.

Lord Jesus, reconciled us to God.

 Lord Jesus, You Reconciled Us to God


A Reflection on 2 Corinthians 5:18-19 and Romans 5:10


Lord Jesus, You reconciled us to God—not by our works or plea,

But by the cross, the blood, the offering of Your own body.

We were far off, estranged, at war with our own Creator,

But You became the bridge, the peacemaker, the mediator.


All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to Himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)


We were enemies—not because God hated us,

But because sin had blinded us, trapped us, made us adjust

To a life of separation, of hiding from His face.

Yet while we were still rebels, He sent His Son to embrace.


For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to Him through the death of His Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through His life! (Romans 5:10)


The wall of hostility is broken down, demolished by the cross.

The distance we could never cross has been traversed, at no cost

To us—but at the cost of Your own life, Your own blood.

You reconciled us to the Father in a once-for-all flood.


Now we have access—boldness to enter the holy place.

No longer strangers, no longer orphans, no longer disgraced.

We are called children, heirs, friends of the Most High.

All because You reconciled us, Lord, beneath that darkened sky.


For He Himself is our peace, who has made the two groups one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility. (Ephesians 2:14)


So I receive this reconciliation—not as a doctrine, but as life.

Not as a distant hope, but as peace within the strife.

Lord Jesus, You reconciled us to God. Let me live in that truth,

A reconciled child, walking in the wonder of my youth in You.


Amen.

Bring me to your Holy Ground.

 Bring Me to Your Holy Ground


A Reflection on Exodus 3:5 and Joshua 5:15


Bring me to Your holy ground—not a place of brick and stone,

But the sacred space where You make Your glory known.

Where the ordinary becomes extraordinary, where the mundane meets divine,

And every step I take is on a threshold made sacred by Your design.


“Do not come any closer,” God said. “Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy ground.” (Exodus 3:5)


Holy ground—not marked by human hands,

But by the presence of the One who understands

The ache of every heart, the weight of every prayer,

And meets us in the stillness, right where we are, right there.


Take off my sandals—every defense, every pretense,

Every dusty layer of self-reliance and dense

Protection I have built to shield me from Your gaze.

Let me stand bare and honest before Your holy blaze.


Bring me to Your holy ground—not once, but every day,

In the ordinary moments, in the work, in the play.

For the bush that burns unconsumed is not just ancient history—

It is every place where Your Spirit moves and whispers mystery.


The commander of the Lord’s army said to Joshua, “Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy.” (Joshua 5:15)


So here I am, Lord. I remove my shoes.

I lay aside my worries, my agendas, my news.

This ground—this moment—is holy because You are here.

Bring me to Your holy ground. Draw me near. Draw me near.


Amen.

Believe in God, Believe in me also.

 Believe in God, Believe in Me Also


A Reflection on John 14:1


“Believe in God; believe in Me also.”

These words of Jesus, spoken to troubled hearts,

Are not a command to muster faith on our own,

But an invitation to rest in the One who never departs.


“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in Me.” (John 14:1)


Do not let your hearts be troubled—He saw the fear,

The questions swirling, the end drawing near.

The disciples’ world was crumbling, their Shepherd would be gone,

But He spoke peace into the chaos, a calm before the storm's dawn.


You believe in God—yes, that foundation stood.

The God of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob—faithful and good.

But now He was standing before them in flesh and bone,

Calling them to trust in Him, to never walk alone.


Believe also in Me—not a lesser faith, but the same.

For He who had calmed the seas and healed the lame

Was the very Word made flesh, the image of the unseen God.

To trust in Jesus is to trust the Father, on this solid rock we plod.


Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough.” Jesus answered, “Anyone who has seen Me has seen the Father.” (John 14:8-9)


So when the waves of doubt rise high,

When trouble clouds the morning sky,

Remember His voice: “Believe in God,

Believe in Me, the way I've trod.”


I believe, Lord. Help my unbelief.

I fix my eyes on You, my relief.

Not a blind leap, but a steady gaze

On the One who walked through death's dark haze

And rose to life, forever true—

I believe in God; I believe in You.


Amen.

You pick me up when I fall.

 You Pick Me Up When I Fall


A Reflection on Psalm 37:24 and Proverbs 24:16


You pick me up when I fall—not with a scolding or a shove,

But with the gentle, patient hands of everlasting love.

You do not stand at a distance, watching me stumble in disgrace.

You run to where I lie, and You lift me to Your embrace.


Though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again. (Proverbs 24:16)


I fall—in my pride, in my fear, in my secret, silent shame.

I fall when I forget Your name, when I play the blaming game.

I fall on the rocky path, in the tangled, thorny ground.

But every time I hit the dust, Your mercy wraps around.


You pick me up—not because I deserve a second chance,

But because Your grace is greater than my wayward, reckless dance.

You do not ask for promises I cannot keep or make.

You simply hold me steady, for my own weary sake.


Though he stumbles, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with His hand. (Psalm 37:24)


So I will not fear the falling—for the falling is not the end.

It is the place where I remember that You are my dearest Friend.

You pick me up, You dust me off, You set me on my way.

And in Your strength, I rise again to greet another day.


Thank You, Lord, for picking me up—

Not once, but every time.

You are my hope, my steady rock,

My love, my life, my rhyme.


Amen.

You are my vine, I am your branches.

 You Are My Vine, I Am Your Branches


A Reflection on John 15:5


You are my vine, I am Your branches—rooted, held, secure.

Not a lone and struggling sapling, but connected, whole, and pure.

The life that flows within me does not originate in me;

It rises from the Vine, the source of all vitality.


I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in Me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from Me you can do nothing. (John 15:5)


The branch does not strive to bear fruit—it simply abides.

It does not worry or labor; it drinks from the sap that provides.

So too, my striving ceases when I rest in who You are.

My only work is staying near, my only task, to stay in Your heart.


Cut off from You, I wither—dried, brittle, good for naught.

But grafted into Your true vine, I flourish as I ought.

The seasons come and go, the pruning knife may sting,

But every cut is mercy, preparing me to bring

More fruit, more life, more glory to the One who gave me root.


So prune me, Vineyard Keeper. Let no dead branch remain.

Let every shoot that draws from You be healthy and sustain

The harvest You desire—the love, the joy, the peace,

The kindness, goodness, faithfulness that never, never cease.


This is to My Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be My disciples. (John 15:8)


You are my vine. I am Your branches.

In You, I live and grow.

Apart from You, I am nothing.

But joined to You, I overflow.


Amen.

Make me a living sacrifice.

 Make Me a Living Sacrifice


A Reflection on Romans 12:1


Make me a living sacrifice—not slain upon a stone,

But breathing, walking, daily offered, never on my own.

Not a once-for-all atonement, for that work is finished, done.

But a moment-by-moment yielding to the victory Christ has won.


Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. (Romans 12:1)


Not dead, but alive—every pulse a prayer,

Every heartbeat worship, every breath a "yes, I care."

My hands, not folded only, but reaching out to serve.

My feet, not standing idle, but walking as I've heard His word.


Make me a living sacrifice—not on an altar of cold stone,

But on the altar of each moment, where I am not alone.

The fire of the Spirit burns, not to consume but to refine,

And every offering I bring becomes a gift divine.


Take my waking—let it rise as incense to Your throne.

Take my working—let it be a seed that You have sown.

Take my resting—let it be a quiet, trusting pause.

Take my loving—let it flow from no other source or cause.


Offer every part of yourselves to Him as an instrument of righteousness. (Romans 6:13)


**So here I am—not a carcass on an altar of the past,

But a living, breathing witness, built on promises that last.

Make me holy, make me pleasing, make me wholly Yours alone.

Make me a living sacrifice before Your glorious throne.


Amen.

I surrender my Life to you.

 I Surrender My Life to You, Lord


A Reflection on Romans 12:1 and Galatians 2:20


I surrender my life to You, Lord—not a part, but the whole.

Every dream, every plan, every longing of my soul.

Not a reluctant offering, not a gift given in fear,

But a joyful, willing laying down of all I hold most dear.


Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. (Romans 12:1)


I surrender my past—the victories and the shame,

The chapters I would rewrite, the scars that still bear a name.

Let Your forgiveness wash it clean, let Your healing make it new.

I give it all to You, Lord—every memory, good and true.


I surrender my present—this moment, this breath, this hour.

Let Your will be done in me, let Your Spirit give me power.

Not my plans, but Yours. Not my way, but Your design.

Take my hands, my feet, my voice—let them be wholly Thine.


I surrender my future—the unknown, the yet-to-be,

The dreams I've held so tightly, the things I long to see.

I place them in Your hands, for You alone can see

What is best for Your glory and what is best for me.


I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me. (Galatians 2:20)


So here I am, Lord. I let go.

No more holding back, no more "no."

I trust Your heart, I trust Your plan,

I give my life into Your hand.


I surrender. All. Everything.

My Savior, my Lord, my King.


Amen.

Guide me with your loving arms.

 Guide Me with Your Loving Arms


A Reflection on Psalm 32:8 and Isaiah 46:4


Guide me with Your loving arms—not with a distant, pointing hand,

But with the tender, steady grip that helps me rise and stand.

When the path is dark and winding, when I cannot see my way,

Wrap Your arms around me, Lord, and lead me through the fray.


I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with My loving eye on you. (Psalm 32:8)


Guide me with Your loving arms—not with a heavy, iron rod,

But with the gentle pull of grace that draws me close to God.

When I stumble, catch me. When I wander, pull me near.

Let Your embrace be all I need to quiet every fear.


The arms that stretched the heavens and measured out the seas

Are the arms that hold me safely through life's uncertainties.

They do not push or shove me; they do not let me fall.

They are the arms of mercy, and they answer when I call.


Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He, I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you. (Isaiah 46:4)


So guide me through the valley, through the shadow and the stone.

Let me never walk alone, but always feel that I am known.

When the road ahead is hidden and the signs have disappeared,

Be the compass of my heart, the anchor I have feared to trust—

But now I trust it fully. Lead me, Lord, in all Your ways.

Guide me with Your loving arms through all my nights and days.


Amen.

Thank you for Loving me the Prodigal son.

 Thank You for Loving Me, the Prodigal Son


A Reflection on Luke 15:20-24


Thank You for loving me, the prodigal son—

The one who wandered, wasted, and ran.

I took the gift, I chased the wind,

I left Your house, I traded Your love for sin.


But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. (Luke 15:20)


I thought I had to earn my way back,

To rehearse the speech, to fill the lack.

"I am no longer worthy to be called your son"—

But You ran to me before I had begun.


Thank You for loving me—not after I cleaned my hands,

But in the midst of my filth, before I made my plans.

You saw me from a distance, Your heart broke wide,

And You ran—not walked—to welcome me inside.


“Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.” (Luke 15:22)


You clothed me in righteousness, You put a ring on my hand.

You called for a feast, You helped me to stand.

No servant's wages, no distant place—

Just the embrace of a Father's face.


So I thank You—not with empty words,

But with a life that sings of what I've heard.

The prodigal is home, no longer lost.

Thank You for loving me, no matter the cost.


“For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.” (Luke 15:24)


Amen.

The one who knew no sin redeem us at the Cavalry.

 The Sinless Redeemed Us, the Sinful, at Calvary


A Reflection on 2 Corinthians 5:21 and 1 Peter 3:18


The sinless One redeemed us, the sinful, at Calvary—

Not by our merit, not by our striving, but by His holy agony.

He who knew no sin became sin for us,

So that we, who knew only sin, might become righteous, glorious.


God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God. (2 Corinthians 5:21)


At Calvary—the hill of the skull, the place of shame and loss,

The sinless Lamb of God was lifted on a rugged cross.

He did not go for His own trespass; He had no debt to pay.

He went for me, for you, for every sinner gone astray.


The sinless—pure, undefiled, separate from transgressors.

The Holy One of Israel, the world's Redeemer, Healer, Confessor.

No guile was found upon His lips, no shadow in His heart.

Yet He was pierced for our rebellion, crushed to make us whole again.


For Christ also suffered once for sins, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. (1 Peter 3:18)


He redeemed us—bought us back from bondage, paid the price in blood.

Not with silver, not with gold, but with His own life's crimson flood.

The sinless for the sinful—this is the great exchange,

The mystery of mercy that forever will remain.


At Calvary, the transaction was completed, once for all.

The curse of sin was broken, the dividing wall did fall.

The sinless One cried out, "It is finished," and He bowed His head.

And in that moment, every sinner who believes was freed from dread.


For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 6:23)


So I stand at the foot of the cross—a sinner, saved by grace.

I look upon the sinless One who took my rightful place.

No condemnation lingers, no charge can hold me now,

For the sinless has redeemed me, and I make this solemn vow:


To live for Him who died for me, to love the One who gave

His life to ransom this poor soul from sin's eternal grave.

The sinless redeemed us, the sinful, at Calvary—

And forever I will sing His praise. He set me free.


Amen.

Day and Night, Night and Day Let incense arise.

 Day and Night, Night and Day, Let Incense Arise


A Reflection on Psalm 141:2 and Revelation 8:3-4


Day and night, night and day, let incense arise—

Not from golden censers only, but from these humble hearts and eyes.

Let the fragrance of my worship rise before Your throne,

A sweet and pleasing offering to You, and You alone.


May my prayer be set before You like incense; may the lifting up of my hands be like the evening sacrifice. (Psalm 141:2)


In the morning, when the sun first paints the sky with gold,

Let the incense of my gratitude a thousand times be told.

For Your mercies are new every dawn, Your faithfulness untold,

And my waking breath is incense to the One who makes me bold.


In the noontime, when the world is loud and tasks demand my hand,

Let the incense of my quiet trust arise across the land.

Not with eloquence or volume, but with every secret choice—

A whispered "Jesus" becomes a fragrance, a still, small voice.


In the evening, when the shadows lengthen and the day is done,

Let the incense of my stillness greet the setting of the sun.

For the hours have been a tapestry of Your sustaining grace,

And my grateful heart now rises like evening prayer's embrace.


Night and day, day and night—let the rhythm never cease.

Not a frantic striving, but a deep and settled peace.

For the incense of the saints is ceaseless before the throne of God,

A fragrant cloud of witness that the enemy cannot plod.


Another angel came and stood at the altar, holding a golden censer; and much incense was given to him, so that he might add it to the prayers of all the saints on the golden altar before the throne. (Revelation 8:3)


So I will not grow weary of lifting up my hands.

I will not let the busyness erase the holy strands

Of worship woven through my days, through every breath I take.

Day and night, night and day, let incense rise for Your name's sake.


From the rising of the sun to its going down,

Let the incense of my life ascend before Your crown.

Not perfect, but persistent—not flawless, but true—

Let it rise, O Lord, from me, to You.


Amen.

Blood of the Lamb transform my scarlet sin into white as snow.

 Blood of Jesus, Transform My Scarlet Sin into White as Snow


A Reflection on Isaiah 1:18 and 1 John 1:7


Blood of Jesus, flow over me—crimson, precious, pure.

Let Your healing tide wash over every stain I cannot endure.

My sin is scarlet, deep and wide, a wound that will not heal,

But Your blood speaks a better word, a grace that makes me real.


“Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.” (Isaiah 1:18)


Scarlet—the color of my guilt, the evidence of wrong,

The record of my wandering, the shame I've carried long.

Crimson—the stain of secret falls, the marks of pride and lust,

The crimson thread of failure woven through my broken trust.


But the blood of Jesus—not the blood of goats or bulls,

Not the offering of a sinner, not the payment of my own pulse.

His blood is spotless, infinite, the currency of heaven,

Poured out on Calvary's tree for sins, not one, but seven times seven.


The blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin. (1 John 1:7)


Transform me now—not by my scrubbing, not by my remorse,

But by the crimson fountain that flows from Your own course.

Let scarlet become snow, let crimson turn to wool.

Let the heaviness of guilt be lifted, and my spirit be made full.


White as snow—not a faded gray, not a covered stain,

But pure, untouched, as fresh as winter's first soft rain.

No hint of scarlet lingers, no shadow of the past.

The blood has done its work; the verdict stands at last.


Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. (Psalm 51:7)


So I receive Your cleansing now—not by feeling, but by faith.

The blood of Jesus speaks for me; my sin is gone, erased.

Scarlet to snow. Crimson to wool.

This is the miracle. This is the full

Expression of Your mercy, justice, and grace.

I stand forgiven. I stand in Your holy place.


Amen.

You are worthy of it all.

 You Are Worthy of It All


A Reflection on Revelation 4:11 and 5:12


You are worthy of it all—not a fragment, not a token,

But the whole, complete, unbroken anthem that no heart has ever spoken

In its fullness, for Your worth exceeds the sum of every praise

That angels, saints, and all creation through eternal ages raise.


“Worthy are You, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for You created all things, and by Your will they existed and were created.” (Revelation 4:11, ESV)


You are worthy of the glory—not the echo, but the source.

You are worthy of the honor, every crown, without remorse.

You are worthy of the power—every kingdom, every throne,

For You reign in sovereign majesty, and You reign alone.


The cross declares Your worthiness—the Lamb who was slain,

Who purchased with His precious blood the souls of every tribe and name.

The empty tomb resounds with it: death could not hold You down.

You are worthy, risen Savior, wearing love's eternal crown.


“Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing!” (Revelation 5:12, ESV)


So I add my voice to the chorus that never, never ends.

I bring my life as an offering—the worship my heart intends.

Not because You need my praise, but because You deserve it all,

And in the giving, I am the one who catches grace's fall.


You are worthy of my trust, my time, my treasure, my tomorrow.

You are worthy of my tears, my laughter, and my borrowed sorrow.

You are worthy of it all—not someday, but right now.

To You be glory, honor, power—to You alone I bow.


Amen.

You deserve the Glory.

 You Deserve the Glory


A Reflection on Revelation 4:11 and 5:12


You deserve the glory—not a portion, not a part,

But the whole of every worship rising from the human heart.

For You alone are worthy—no rival, no compare,

No other name in heaven or earth Your majesty can share.


Worthy are You, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for You created all things, and by Your will they existed and were created. (Revelation 4:11, ESV)


The angels cry it—day and night, "Holy, holy, holy!"

The elders cast their crowns before the One who made them lowly.

The living creatures never rest from giving You their praise,

And yet You bend to hear the simple song my heart would raise.


You deserve the glory for the cross, the empty grave,

For the life You freely offer, for the power to sin to save.

For the mercy every morning, for the grace that sees me through,

For the promise of Your presence—every word of it is true.


Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing! (Revelation 5:12, ESV)


So take my glory—not for show, but for the love I bear.

Not with eloquence or music, but with a life of prayer.

Let every thought and deed become a vessel of Your fame,

And let my only boasting be the glory of Your name.


You deserve the glory.

Now and evermore.

From the rising of the sun to the closing of the door—

You deserve it all. And I am Yours.


Amen.

Bring me to your holy temple.

 Bring Me to Your Holy Temple


A Reflection on Psalm 27:4 and Psalm 84


Bring me to Your holy temple—not a house of stone and gold,

But the sacred place of Your presence, where Your mysteries unfold.

For the temple of the living God is not made by human hands;

It is the dwelling of Your Spirit in the heart of every land.


One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to meditate in His temple. (Psalm 27:4, AMP)


Bring me to Your holy temple—where the weary find their rest,

Where the broken are made whole again, where the suffering are blessed.

Not a building, but a meeting place, a threshold and a door,

Where heaven touches earth, and I am never as I was before.


In Your temple, I find shelter from the storms that rage outside.

In Your courts, I taste the goodness where Your faithful ones abide.

For a single day within Your gates is better than a thousand elsewhere;

To stand at the threshold of Your presence is the answer to my prayer.


Better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. (Psalm 84:10)


Bring me to Your holy temple—not for ritual or show,

But to gaze upon Your glory, to worship and to know

That You are God, and I am Yours, and nothing else compares

To the sacred hush of being where Your Spirit dwells and cares.


The veil is torn, the way is open through the sacrifice of Christ.

No longer must I stand outside, for He has paid the price.

My body is Your temple now, yet still I long to be

In the gathering of Your people, where Your presence sets us free.


Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? (1 Corinthians 6:19)


So lead me to Your holy place, O Shepherd of my soul.

Let me kneel before Your altar, let Your grace make my heart whole.

Bring me to Your holy temple—not just once, but every day,

Until I dwell within Your house forever, come what may.


Amen.

I answer your calling.

 I Answer Your Calling


A Reflection on Isaiah 6:8 and Matthew 4:19


I answer Your calling—not with hesitation or delay,

Not with excuses whispered, not with turning away.

You have called my name in the stillness, in the rush, and in the crowd,

And though my voice may tremble, I will speak Your name aloud.


Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I. Send me!” (Isaiah 6:8)


I answer Your calling—not because I am qualified or strong,

But because You who call are faithful, and to You my life belongs.

You called fishermen from their nets, a tax collector from his booth,

And You called a persecutor to proclaim Your saving truth.


I answer Your calling—to love, to serve, to go,

To speak good news to the broken, to let my witness flow.

Not to a distant mission only, but to the everyday,

To the neighbor and the stranger, to the one who's lost their way.


“Come, follow Me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” (Matthew 4:19)


I answer Your calling—in the small and in the great,

In the quiet act of kindness, in the standing at the gate.

Wherever You lead, I will follow. Whatever You ask, I will do.

Not in my power, but in Yours, Lord. I answer. I trust. I pursue.


So here I am. I have heard Your voice.

I have made the choice. I will rejoice.

I answer Your calling, Lord. Send me. Use me. Mold me.

I am Yours. Amen.

I take up my cross.

 I Take Up My Cross


A Reflection on Matthew 16:24


I take up my cross—not a burden that I bear

For works or penance, but the call to die to my own care.

Not the daily troubles, not the weight of mortal strife,

But the willing, chosen dying to the love of this world's life.


Then Jesus said to His disciples, “Whoever wants to be My disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow Me.” (Matthew 16:24)


I take up my cross—where my will meets His will,

Where my plans grow quiet and my ambitions grow still.

Not a decoration, not a charm to wear around my neck,

But the instrument of death to self at every single step.


The cross is not a tragedy—it is the path to resurrection.

It is the holy place of losing to find the true direction.

For in the dying, life is born; in the letting go, I gain.

The cross is where I learn to live, and where I break every chain.


I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. (Galatians 2:20)


So I take it up—not once, but daily, as the sun does rise.

I lay my selfish longings, I close my grasping eyes.

I follow in the footsteps of the One who went before,

Who carried His own cross and opened heaven's door.


I take up my cross—not with sorrow, but with holy pride,

Knowing that the Savior walks forever by my side.

And the cross that seems so heavy becomes a wing, a key,

For it leads me out of bondage into true liberty.


Whoever does not take up their cross and follow Me is not worthy of Me. Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for My sake will find it. (Matthew 10:38-39)


So here I am. I lift the wood. I place it on my shoulder.

Not in my strength, but in His grace, as I grow older

In faith and trust and surrender deep—

I take up my cross. His promise I keep.


Amen.

I surrender my life at the altar.

 I Lay My Life on the Altar


A Reflection on Romans 12:1


I lay my life on the altar—not a sacrifice of death,

But a living, breathing offering, surrendered with each breath.

Not a once-for-all, but daily, as the morning sun ascends,

I place my hands upon the horns and watch my striving end.


Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. (Romans 12:1)


No longer my own—my plans, my dreams, my will,

My restless chasing after goals that leave my spirit still.

I lay them down: the need for praise, the hunger for control,

The fear that grips, the pride that builds a fortress round my soul.


Upon the altar—not of stone, but of surrendered heart,

Where the fire of the Holy Spirit does His sanctifying art.

Not to consume in judgment, but to purify and keep,

To burn away the dross of sin and wake me from my sleep.


Offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life, and offer every part of yourselves to Him as an instrument of righteousness. (Romans 6:13)


I lay my hands, my feet, my voice, my time, my treasure too.

I lay my open future, not knowing what You'll do.

I lay my reputation, my comfort, and my pride.

Upon the altar, Lord, I have no place left to hide.


The altar is not a place of loss—it is the place of gain.

For what I give, You multiply in mercy, not in pain.

You take the broken pieces, the fragments of my days,

And turn my living sacrifice into a song of praise.


Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise—the fruit of lips that openly profess His name. (Hebrews 13:15)


So here I am. I lay my life upon the altar now.

Not with reluctance, but with joy—to You alone I bow.

Consume me, Holy Fire; make me holy, pure, and true.

I lay my life on the altar, Lord. I give myself to You.


Amen.

Holy Ghost fire burns the temptations within me.

 Holy Ghost Fire, Burn the Temptations Within Me


Holy Ghost fire, burn the temptations within me—not to destroy, but to refine,

Not to leave me ashes, but to let Your holiness shine.

The enemy whispers, the flesh entices, the world sets its snare—

But You are a consuming fire; answer every evil prayer.


Our God is a consuming fire. (Hebrews 12:29)


Burn the temptation that masquerades as harmless pleasure,

The thought that lingers, the image that becomes a hidden treasure.

Burn the desire that wars against my soul,

The craving that promises fullness but leaves a gaping hole.


Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.

See if there is any offensive way in me—the battles I have fought

In secret, in the shadows, where no human eye can see.

Let Your fire fall, and let every hidden thing be set free.


Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. (Psalm 139:23-24)


Let the fire of the Holy Ghost consume the seeds of sin,

Before they take root, before they grow, before they draw me in.

Not by my willpower, not by my striving, but by Your Spirit's flame—

Burn the temptation, Lord. Purge me. Cleanse me. In Your holy name.


I bring my weakness to the altar—the pull I cannot resist,

The pattern I repeat, the lie I still persist

In believing, in entertaining, in giving a second thought.

Holy Ghost fire, burn it. Leave nothing that should not be sought.


But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. (Galatians 5:16)


So I surrender the battlefield of my mind and my heart.

Let Your fire be the guardian, the consuming, healing art.

Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirit, Lord—

Burn the temptations within me. Let Your victory be restored.


Amen.